Thursday, November 23, 2006
Desire
God has an interesting way of speaking to us. One of the ways that He uses is to speak to me through people.
No, not that people lay hands on me or prophesy over my life. Neither is it that people talk to me and tell me directly what God wants to say to me.
Many thoughts that I have (or had) were confirmed when I see a person doing something for me (again, Acts of Services). Also, many times I was reminded of God's plans for me.
To all my friends reading this:
If you are confused about what you should do or what you should be doing, look out for things or events that always come to you.
E.g. I've almost forgotten that I have the desire to go study music overseas in future. (Yes, I've forgotten the emotion of "desire".) But it will always happen that someone (somehow) will just be casually showing me something or telling me something that will bring back to my rememberance the kind of desire I used to have.
Do you get what I mean?
Another example.
Throughout this whole year, I had (many times) wanted to give up on starting a business. But someone would come along (when I feel the most lost) and tell me something (sometimes not even related to me doing business) that triggered the faith in me and the inspiration within me will just surface once again. And then the momentum starts.
Is this still confusing?
Ok. My point is, you may feel that God is not there when you are very spiritually down. But actually God is watching and He really KNOWS what's going on in your heart and your mind. Your life will only be changed when you ALLOW Him to do something in His own way.
Let go and let God!
No, not that people lay hands on me or prophesy over my life. Neither is it that people talk to me and tell me directly what God wants to say to me.
Many thoughts that I have (or had) were confirmed when I see a person doing something for me (again, Acts of Services). Also, many times I was reminded of God's plans for me.
To all my friends reading this:
If you are confused about what you should do or what you should be doing, look out for things or events that always come to you.
E.g. I've almost forgotten that I have the desire to go study music overseas in future. (Yes, I've forgotten the emotion of "desire".) But it will always happen that someone (somehow) will just be casually showing me something or telling me something that will bring back to my rememberance the kind of desire I used to have.
Do you get what I mean?
Another example.
Throughout this whole year, I had (many times) wanted to give up on starting a business. But someone would come along (when I feel the most lost) and tell me something (sometimes not even related to me doing business) that triggered the faith in me and the inspiration within me will just surface once again. And then the momentum starts.
Is this still confusing?
Ok. My point is, you may feel that God is not there when you are very spiritually down. But actually God is watching and He really KNOWS what's going on in your heart and your mind. Your life will only be changed when you ALLOW Him to do something in His own way.
Let go and let God!