Friday, May 11, 2007
Personal Salvation Testimony
I just read two salvation testimonies.
Don't know what came over me, but I teared while reading them. They are people of faith. Great faith. To think they posted their testimonies on their blogs.
I think I have a problem. After reading their testimonies, I felt like my testimony is nothing. I have no idea why. Where did that confident Loke go? Something is wrong with me. I'm overwhelmed and gripped by grasshopper's mind. I have to admit that. I seriously have no idea why I feel so much.
Can you imagine? I can go school in the morning and immediately overwhelmed by inadequacies and sadness and depression. Not that I want to have it. It just comes all over me.
Nevertheless, thank God for Adam. He's not perfect, but he's definitely someone God has placed in my life. I'm not sure how long I'll take to come out of this. If you happen to be reading this, please pray for me.
Thank you so much.
Don't know what came over me, but I teared while reading them. They are people of faith. Great faith. To think they posted their testimonies on their blogs.
I think I have a problem. After reading their testimonies, I felt like my testimony is nothing. I have no idea why. Where did that confident Loke go? Something is wrong with me. I'm overwhelmed and gripped by grasshopper's mind. I have to admit that. I seriously have no idea why I feel so much.
Can you imagine? I can go school in the morning and immediately overwhelmed by inadequacies and sadness and depression. Not that I want to have it. It just comes all over me.
Nevertheless, thank God for Adam. He's not perfect, but he's definitely someone God has placed in my life. I'm not sure how long I'll take to come out of this. If you happen to be reading this, please pray for me.
Thank you so much.
