Wednesday, July 27, 2005
The Holy Spirit is REAL
Yes. The Holy Spirit is REAL. Trust me. HE IS REAL.
I went for the 6pm Foundation Truths 2 Bible study today. My cg is actually allocated to the 7.45pm slot.
Thanks to my most faithful reader, kAeJ.
I was chatting with her online in office the wholeday today, when she told me she knocks off at 6pm, but is leaving office at 5.30pm. So she told me that she's going for the 6pm bible study at YMCA (FYI, she's taking another BS. Not FT2.)
So I just had an idea that maybe I can also attend bible study at 6pm, since there's a slot at 6pm. I msn-ed Jason to ask him if I can go for that bible study. Guess what? He said that he intended to go for that too! Wow... Same flow? I would like to think that it is.
Anyway, never did I know that that simple prompting is from the Holy Spirit. We learnt how to be led by the Holy Spirit in today's lesson. I was actually late and a bit distracted because I was sending out smses to 100 over people. But God is still a good God. To tell you the truth, when I thought that maybe I could go for the earlier BS, my initial thought was that "so that I can go home earlier to rest and do all the stuff I need to do". I really didn't realise that it was from the Holy Spirit.
To cut the long story short, at the end of the preaching, Pst Audrey actually led an altar call. I responded to the altar call and Pst laid hands on everybody. I was pretty apprehensive to fall under the power of God (I could feel the presence of God all over me then, but I didn't fall.), so i stood there after she laid hands on me. After a while, she actually came back and spoke a word over my life. I cried like I've not cried for years (which is kind of true and the reason why I responded to altar call in the first place).
The Holy Spirit is real. He was all over me. He is all over me. Never did He leave me nor forsake me. How real and how true He is.
That's what I can say about the Holy Spirit. He is here. With me. Every moment, every day.
QUOTE: I saw the tears. I heard the cries. I know it all.
I went for the 6pm Foundation Truths 2 Bible study today. My cg is actually allocated to the 7.45pm slot.
Thanks to my most faithful reader, kAeJ.
I was chatting with her online in office the wholeday today, when she told me she knocks off at 6pm, but is leaving office at 5.30pm. So she told me that she's going for the 6pm bible study at YMCA (FYI, she's taking another BS. Not FT2.)
So I just had an idea that maybe I can also attend bible study at 6pm, since there's a slot at 6pm. I msn-ed Jason to ask him if I can go for that bible study. Guess what? He said that he intended to go for that too! Wow... Same flow? I would like to think that it is.
Anyway, never did I know that that simple prompting is from the Holy Spirit. We learnt how to be led by the Holy Spirit in today's lesson. I was actually late and a bit distracted because I was sending out smses to 100 over people. But God is still a good God. To tell you the truth, when I thought that maybe I could go for the earlier BS, my initial thought was that "so that I can go home earlier to rest and do all the stuff I need to do". I really didn't realise that it was from the Holy Spirit.
To cut the long story short, at the end of the preaching, Pst Audrey actually led an altar call. I responded to the altar call and Pst laid hands on everybody. I was pretty apprehensive to fall under the power of God (I could feel the presence of God all over me then, but I didn't fall.), so i stood there after she laid hands on me. After a while, she actually came back and spoke a word over my life. I cried like I've not cried for years (which is kind of true and the reason why I responded to altar call in the first place).
The Holy Spirit is real. He was all over me. He is all over me. Never did He leave me nor forsake me. How real and how true He is.
That's what I can say about the Holy Spirit. He is here. With me. Every moment, every day.
QUOTE: I saw the tears. I heard the cries. I know it all.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Elated!
Hahahaha! Why am I elated?
Actually I'm just very happy. VERY HAPPY! Because I finally got Alex's song! Not the one playing on my blog now, but the one which I typed the lyrics out!
THANKS TO MY DEAR FRIEND YAQI!!! She got it from somewhere. Hahaha!! Not to reveal where she got it from.
Anyway, I'm just happy that I finally get to listen to the full version of the song.
YaY!!!
Actually I'm just very happy. VERY HAPPY! Because I finally got Alex's song! Not the one playing on my blog now, but the one which I typed the lyrics out!
THANKS TO MY DEAR FRIEND YAQI!!! She got it from somewhere. Hahaha!! Not to reveal where she got it from.
Anyway, I'm just happy that I finally get to listen to the full version of the song.
YaY!!!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
曲名：放一颗心 歌手：杜德伟
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐
你尽管放心接受 这样溫柔 和我
我不怕任何结果 珍惜这一切
就算是有一天你突然 想走
你並不需要担心太多
怕你不够 了解我
只要記住无爱不痴 无爱不狂 就够
爱从来不怕付出太多 也从不保留
為了你我什么都做
看看你是种享受
拥有你更是感动
放一顆心 留在你的身边
每次离去 陪你入眠
你千万記住有我在耳边 说爱你
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐
你要乖乖的 等著我 回来
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Another favourite song.
爱从来不怕付出太多 也从不保留 This line is just like what the bible says about the love of God.
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐 I think its so sweet to hear someone say this to you.
:D
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐
你尽管放心接受 这样溫柔 和我
我不怕任何结果 珍惜这一切
就算是有一天你突然 想走
你並不需要担心太多
怕你不够 了解我
只要記住无爱不痴 无爱不狂 就够
爱从来不怕付出太多 也从不保留
為了你我什么都做
看看你是种享受
拥有你更是感动
放一顆心 留在你的身边
每次离去 陪你入眠
你千万記住有我在耳边 说爱你
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐
你要乖乖的 等著我 回来
===================================================================
Another favourite song.
爱从来不怕付出太多 也从不保留 This line is just like what the bible says about the love of God.
別怕我爱得太多 爱你我很快乐 I think its so sweet to hear someone say this to you.
:D
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
The Musical me
Haha! I'm not sure why the title is that too. But I'm EXTREMELY happy now cos I just changed the song on my blog to my FAVOURITE song.
Listen carefully to the lyrics of the song. Exactly one year ago, it was this song that changed my life 180 degrees. It is a long story to start with. Nobody knows what happened. Not even myself. I only remembered that I was in this fiery furnace. It wasn't just a valley, but a deep, dark, pit. A neverending pit.
It was His hands that held on to me that I did not fall further into the pit.
It was Him that made me realise how much I love.
Recently a friend told me that actually I do love a lot, just that I don't show it. But if I don't show it, is it still called love?
I know I love, but I also know that I don't love enough. By the grace and mercy of God, I'm able to fight the devil's lies. But I'm not perfect. I just have to do something.
QUOTE: Fill me with your love, my Lord.
Listen carefully to the lyrics of the song. Exactly one year ago, it was this song that changed my life 180 degrees. It is a long story to start with. Nobody knows what happened. Not even myself. I only remembered that I was in this fiery furnace. It wasn't just a valley, but a deep, dark, pit. A neverending pit.
It was His hands that held on to me that I did not fall further into the pit.
It was Him that made me realise how much I love.
Recently a friend told me that actually I do love a lot, just that I don't show it. But if I don't show it, is it still called love?
I know I love, but I also know that I don't love enough. By the grace and mercy of God, I'm able to fight the devil's lies. But I'm not perfect. I just have to do something.
QUOTE: Fill me with your love, my Lord.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Saturday
I think today's a fruitful day.
Went to give tuition from 12pm to 1pm. Then went to buy something and headed for cell group. Cell group ended at about 4.30pm and we had some porridge cooked by Jason my cell group leader. Quite nice actually. Then we watched Animal Planet on SCV and had a good laugh at the cute animals. At 7pm, we went down to marina square to have dinner and to meet up with Max.
Max's a great guy! He is quite funny too. I think we can talk to him quite well. Thank God for bringing him into our midst.
Anyway, Arise and Build weekend was yesterday. Went for overnight prayer meeting last night, so was too tired to blog when I reached home.
Was reading "Drawing Near" by John Bevere while on my way to cell group. That's a book given to me by my good friend. Came upon this scripture in Romans 4:20-21.
"He [Abraham] did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully convined that what He had promised He was also able to perform."
This is not the first time that I'm pledging towards Arise & Build. But this is the first time I experienced so much peace in my heart when I wrote down the amount of money that I'm going give. Tears flowed down my cheeks. But I was kind of happy. A joy in my heart that I'm giving for a cause.
In fact, I dislike the fact that we have to squeeze and go 3 or 4 hrs earlier to church just to queue up to get into the auditorium. I think its a waste of time sometimes. So many things can be done during that 3 to 4 hrs. And if I can't reach church so early, I have to take a cab, which most of the time it'll cost nearly $10. I'm not willing to spend that kind of money. So I really pray that God will give us a new buildling. In the marketplace, for the marketplace. Somewhere accessible and somewhere centralised.
And I also believe that whatever I sow I'll reap a hundredfold. God is a good God and He is a man who doesn't lie. He is faithful and true and will manifest His glory as He blesses His children.
I am FULLY CONVINCED that as I hold on to the promise I made to God, God will make sure His promises to me will come to pass.
That above scripture will keep me through.
QUOTE: He must increase and I must decrease.
Went to give tuition from 12pm to 1pm. Then went to buy something and headed for cell group. Cell group ended at about 4.30pm and we had some porridge cooked by Jason my cell group leader. Quite nice actually. Then we watched Animal Planet on SCV and had a good laugh at the cute animals. At 7pm, we went down to marina square to have dinner and to meet up with Max.
Max's a great guy! He is quite funny too. I think we can talk to him quite well. Thank God for bringing him into our midst.
Anyway, Arise and Build weekend was yesterday. Went for overnight prayer meeting last night, so was too tired to blog when I reached home.
Was reading "Drawing Near" by John Bevere while on my way to cell group. That's a book given to me by my good friend. Came upon this scripture in Romans 4:20-21.
"He [Abraham] did not waver at the promise of God through unbelief but was strengthened in faith, giving glory to God, and being fully convined that what He had promised He was also able to perform."
This is not the first time that I'm pledging towards Arise & Build. But this is the first time I experienced so much peace in my heart when I wrote down the amount of money that I'm going give. Tears flowed down my cheeks. But I was kind of happy. A joy in my heart that I'm giving for a cause.
In fact, I dislike the fact that we have to squeeze and go 3 or 4 hrs earlier to church just to queue up to get into the auditorium. I think its a waste of time sometimes. So many things can be done during that 3 to 4 hrs. And if I can't reach church so early, I have to take a cab, which most of the time it'll cost nearly $10. I'm not willing to spend that kind of money. So I really pray that God will give us a new buildling. In the marketplace, for the marketplace. Somewhere accessible and somewhere centralised.
And I also believe that whatever I sow I'll reap a hundredfold. God is a good God and He is a man who doesn't lie. He is faithful and true and will manifest His glory as He blesses His children.
I am FULLY CONVINCED that as I hold on to the promise I made to God, God will make sure His promises to me will come to pass.
That above scripture will keep me through.
QUOTE: He must increase and I must decrease.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
"My grace is sufficient for you."
I'm listening to this song now:
Thank You
For the promises You made
For the gift of life You gave
Always I will sing You praise
Thank You
For the chance to live again
For Your GRACE that never ends
Always I will sing You praise
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
My beloved King
To You I sing
You mean everything to me
You're all this world will never be
Your name reigns in my heart
You're all that I depend on
Beautiful song. I especially love the two lines: "For the chance to live again
For Your GRACE that never ends"
It just reminds me of how I walked through the valleys. Many times I failed, many times I grieved the Holy Spirit, many times I turned cold and dead. But more than many times, Jesus picked me up and held my hands. He walked through the valleys with me. Again. And again.
Been thinking of my ex-cgl and my present cgl.
I realised that I do love my ex-cgl a lot. And I love her for what she has done for me, for what she has taught me, for how she has brought me through.
As I thought, I was full of regrets. Why didn't I treasure what I had? Why didn't I press in to her when it was so easy? Why didn't I grow up earlier? Why didn't I listen and learn faster?
Its more difficult now. Its harder now. Its not so easy now.
Although I know what God has for me. I know what is it that I have to desire. But it isn't like before. It was easy before. But I thought it was hard. Now I really have to work ten times harder than before. I need to press in ten times more than before.
But more than regrets, God brought me through those years to show me more than what others would have seen. I'm more seasoned and I'm more matured. I'm not perfect nor have I attained perfection. I can't be bothered by anything else now except that I want to use my talents, my gifts and my experiences to serve my God and everybody who passes by my life.
I thank God for Huiling. And I thank Him for being the ever faithful God.
Thank You
For the promises You made
For the gift of life You gave
Always I will sing You praise
Thank You
For the chance to live again
For Your GRACE that never ends
Always I will sing You praise
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
My beloved King
To You I sing
You mean everything to me
You're all this world will never be
Your name reigns in my heart
You're all that I depend on
Beautiful song. I especially love the two lines: "For the chance to live again
For Your GRACE that never ends"
It just reminds me of how I walked through the valleys. Many times I failed, many times I grieved the Holy Spirit, many times I turned cold and dead. But more than many times, Jesus picked me up and held my hands. He walked through the valleys with me. Again. And again.
Been thinking of my ex-cgl and my present cgl.
I realised that I do love my ex-cgl a lot. And I love her for what she has done for me, for what she has taught me, for how she has brought me through.
As I thought, I was full of regrets. Why didn't I treasure what I had? Why didn't I press in to her when it was so easy? Why didn't I grow up earlier? Why didn't I listen and learn faster?
Its more difficult now. Its harder now. Its not so easy now.
Although I know what God has for me. I know what is it that I have to desire. But it isn't like before. It was easy before. But I thought it was hard. Now I really have to work ten times harder than before. I need to press in ten times more than before.
But more than regrets, God brought me through those years to show me more than what others would have seen. I'm more seasoned and I'm more matured. I'm not perfect nor have I attained perfection. I can't be bothered by anything else now except that I want to use my talents, my gifts and my experiences to serve my God and everybody who passes by my life.
I thank God for Huiling. And I thank Him for being the ever faithful God.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
At the Reception Desk
Yes. I'm sitting there. At Lynk Biotechnologies Pte Ltd. The receptionist's desk.
Waiting. Waiting for Boss and his clients/investors (I don't know which) to come out from the conference room.
Why. Because one of them bought a book from us and I have to give him his change and a receipt. That is my job. Not the waiting part, but the return change and opening a receipt part.
Anyway, I'm going to post some pictures up while I wait.
This is Pst Sy Rogers.
I like him. He's a really good speaker.
And I like his hand gestures as he speaks. Hehehe...
I can go off now. Boss and the people are out of the conference room.
bYE!!
Waiting. Waiting for Boss and his clients/investors (I don't know which) to come out from the conference room.
Why. Because one of them bought a book from us and I have to give him his change and a receipt. That is my job. Not the waiting part, but the return change and opening a receipt part.
Anyway, I'm going to post some pictures up while I wait.
This is Pst Sy Rogers.
I like him. He's a really good speaker.
And I like his hand gestures as he speaks. Hehehe...
I can go off now. Boss and the people are out of the conference room.
bYE!!
In Office
These two photographs are very NOT WELL TAKEN.
I uploaded them here because they are stored in the laptop (which is not mine) in my office. And I'm leaving the company soon. So I got to clear as many stuff as I can starting now. So that I wont clog up all my personal stuff on the computer (which is very old and very slow).
Anyway, the baby on the left is my neice and the toddler on the right is my nephew with his mother (my sister).
I will take more photos. I love taking photos! :D
Sunday, July 10, 2005
-blank-
好久好久没这样了
好像真的重新找到了自己
-amazed-
真得很奇妙
神 真的可以做你从来没想到的事
走了好多好多年
我似乎就快从谷里走出来了
要有突破就一定要先放弃一些东西
祷告
是一个箱子
把忧郁，烦恼，过去 和 无奈
丢进去
格在一边
日子久了 装在箱子里的东西
渐渐消失了
现在的我就是这样
-focus-
不能让我的 “nobody” 变成 “deadbody”
因为 i have Somebody.
QUOTE: There's no limitation. That's my Master's voice.
好像真的重新找到了自己
-amazed-
真得很奇妙
神 真的可以做你从来没想到的事
走了好多好多年
我似乎就快从谷里走出来了
要有突破就一定要先放弃一些东西
祷告
是一个箱子
把忧郁，烦恼，过去 和 无奈
丢进去
格在一边
日子久了 装在箱子里的东西
渐渐消失了
现在的我就是这样
-focus-
不能让我的 “nobody” 变成 “deadbody”
因为 i have Somebody.
QUOTE: There's no limitation. That's my Master's voice.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
A Summary of Everything
2 months..
sometimes i just need a clean break from something.
but sometimes its hard to have a clean break from one thing..
in any case, i have been blogging since May 01 2005.
as usual, many things happened..
i've not grown stronger, i've not grown more matured..
whenever i'm full of faith, something will just begin to pull me down again.. is it a subconscious thing?? or is it the devil..??
somehow i'm just getting myself depressed again.. but things aint like before.. i need to press in more than before.. but i have no idea how.. i need to pray..
i wonder since when did negativity set in me like this..
is it because i'm beginning to compare with others again??
seriously.. i think i just need some assurance.. or guidance...
QUOTE: Where's my Master's voice?
sometimes i just need a clean break from something.
but sometimes its hard to have a clean break from one thing..
in any case, i have been blogging since May 01 2005.
as usual, many things happened..
i've not grown stronger, i've not grown more matured..
whenever i'm full of faith, something will just begin to pull me down again.. is it a subconscious thing?? or is it the devil..??
somehow i'm just getting myself depressed again.. but things aint like before.. i need to press in more than before.. but i have no idea how.. i need to pray..
i wonder since when did negativity set in me like this..
is it because i'm beginning to compare with others again??
seriously.. i think i just need some assurance.. or guidance...
QUOTE: Where's my Master's voice?
