Saturday, February 04, 2006
Things on my mind...
Remember this song?
Actually it brings back a lot of memories to me. Time really flies. I'm glad I've been catching hold of time since the beginning of this year. Not say time not wasted, just that I've been using time more wisely.
A lot of things on my mind now. My future, my calling and my relationships. I'm kind of stressed out because of all these. I really need to seek God like never before. Fasting and prayers help a lot. And yes, this song reminds me of the time when I fasted forty days. In a way, it saw me through those times. Those were transitional times and now I'm going to go through another transition, even before I know it. Its in my mind.
I've been catching up with long time friends recently. One just came back from Australia and we realised that we've known each other for 10 years. And many are friends whom I used to know, but because of my personality, I chose to lose contacts with them. Actually not on purpose, just so happened that I don't have the habit of keeping contacts with people. So I lose many of them. But thank God, they keep in contact with me.
Probably because I always have a mission in mind when I talk to my friends. I think its not very good, but since I got saved, its just in me. Whenever I meet someone, I'd be thinking of how to share God with them. So in a way it turned out to be not-so-positive. I need more wisdom in making friends.
Making friends and keeping friends had been my soft spot for a long long long time. Sometimes I look unfriendly and sound harsh. Seriously, I don't mean it. Its either I speak or I keep quiet. I'm more frank, so I speak my mind. Sometimes with more thoughts in it, sometimes less. Maybe that's why I prefer to sing.
Can't remember why I came to this topic. Anyway, just sharing some thoughts that's in my mind now.
Have a great day!
Actually it brings back a lot of memories to me. Time really flies. I'm glad I've been catching hold of time since the beginning of this year. Not say time not wasted, just that I've been using time more wisely.
A lot of things on my mind now. My future, my calling and my relationships. I'm kind of stressed out because of all these. I really need to seek God like never before. Fasting and prayers help a lot. And yes, this song reminds me of the time when I fasted forty days. In a way, it saw me through those times. Those were transitional times and now I'm going to go through another transition, even before I know it. Its in my mind.
I've been catching up with long time friends recently. One just came back from Australia and we realised that we've known each other for 10 years. And many are friends whom I used to know, but because of my personality, I chose to lose contacts with them. Actually not on purpose, just so happened that I don't have the habit of keeping contacts with people. So I lose many of them. But thank God, they keep in contact with me.
Probably because I always have a mission in mind when I talk to my friends. I think its not very good, but since I got saved, its just in me. Whenever I meet someone, I'd be thinking of how to share God with them. So in a way it turned out to be not-so-positive. I need more wisdom in making friends.
Making friends and keeping friends had been my soft spot for a long long long time. Sometimes I look unfriendly and sound harsh. Seriously, I don't mean it. Its either I speak or I keep quiet. I'm more frank, so I speak my mind. Sometimes with more thoughts in it, sometimes less. Maybe that's why I prefer to sing.
Can't remember why I came to this topic. Anyway, just sharing some thoughts that's in my mind now.
Have a great day!
# posted by Sarah Loke @ 22:06 
