Tuesday, July 05, 2005
A Summary of Everything
2 months..
sometimes i just need a clean break from something.
but sometimes its hard to have a clean break from one thing..
in any case, i have been blogging since May 01 2005.
as usual, many things happened..
i've not grown stronger, i've not grown more matured..
whenever i'm full of faith, something will just begin to pull me down again.. is it a subconscious thing?? or is it the devil..??
somehow i'm just getting myself depressed again.. but things aint like before.. i need to press in more than before.. but i have no idea how.. i need to pray..
i wonder since when did negativity set in me like this..
is it because i'm beginning to compare with others again??
seriously.. i think i just need some assurance.. or guidance...
QUOTE: Where's my Master's voice?
sometimes i just need a clean break from something.
but sometimes its hard to have a clean break from one thing..
in any case, i have been blogging since May 01 2005.
as usual, many things happened..
i've not grown stronger, i've not grown more matured..
whenever i'm full of faith, something will just begin to pull me down again.. is it a subconscious thing?? or is it the devil..??
somehow i'm just getting myself depressed again.. but things aint like before.. i need to press in more than before.. but i have no idea how.. i need to pray..
i wonder since when did negativity set in me like this..
is it because i'm beginning to compare with others again??
seriously.. i think i just need some assurance.. or guidance...
QUOTE: Where's my Master's voice?