A penny for my Thoughts

apparently i didnt freak out before my biotech test today... like how it was on tuesday... i was pretty hyper the entire day... thank God i managed to finish studying the notes... TWICE!! i think its the first time in my NUS years that i managed to study the notes for a TEST, TWICE! haha.. God is indeed a wonderful God...

chingay preview was alright.. surprisingly i wasn't nervous at all.. although there were some mistakes here n there.... everybody did well... n i think i enjoyed it... the friends, the performance, the audience, the cheers, the whistling.....

serving God in this manner is wonderful...

i think i'm just not cut out to be a cell group leader.... thank God for STRIKEFORCE....

i've been thinking this entire week why i've been so passive in cell group recently.... i'm really not even sure if i love the cell group anymore... i'm not doing what i should do... not faithful in the little things.... i feel tired of this again... why am i always going in and out of this situation... especially when i'm ndw... it always happens....

can i get out of serving like how i used to serve in the cell group?? with influence comes responsibility... i'm not prepared and not ready...

i shall fulfill my first calling....

and find out what's my second calling in time to come...

QUOTE: The joy of the Lord is my strength!