Friday, February 25, 2005
Loving God wholeheartedly, loving people fervently...
before i continue studying for tmr's NMR test again, i'll blog wat i thought of while i was bathing just now...
Pride...
something which everybody has.... n something which stops us from connecting to God altogether... how scary for one to keep this thing and hold on to it like some precious treasure...
i'll kill it and slaughter it and kill it and slaughter it...
when it comes to me, i'll hack it into pieces and throw it into the incinerator, burn it and make sure it never comes back again...
so many things happened since the beginning of 2005...
i was so overwhelmed by everything that i was totally lost in space... i dunno what i am or what i should do or what i can do or what i'm doing... i was depressed and i couldnt concentrate on anything...
but by the grace of God, He brought me through all these and He's reviving my spirit...
things that need to be settled has to be settled... i must be bold to face it and not allow fear to take over me... behind fear is pride... that's very true... i've experienced it and i've hacked it... this time round, the kind of fear is slightly different... i cant really say what it is, but its just fear of the kind of response from someone....
anyway, that's not what i was thinking of while i was bathing.. hahaa....
God is truly a good God cos He is always there for me... i must be a humble person so that He will not resist me...
seriously speaking.. i cant remember what i wanna say already.... hehe... i'm sorry about that...
i just want to say that God is a good God and i love Jesus who is my best friend and i honour the Holy Spirit who is my guide and my counsel....
QUOTE: Love God wholeheartedly and love people fervently. That's what the + is all about.
Pride...
something which everybody has.... n something which stops us from connecting to God altogether... how scary for one to keep this thing and hold on to it like some precious treasure...
i'll kill it and slaughter it and kill it and slaughter it...
when it comes to me, i'll hack it into pieces and throw it into the incinerator, burn it and make sure it never comes back again...
so many things happened since the beginning of 2005...
i was so overwhelmed by everything that i was totally lost in space... i dunno what i am or what i should do or what i can do or what i'm doing... i was depressed and i couldnt concentrate on anything...
but by the grace of God, He brought me through all these and He's reviving my spirit...
things that need to be settled has to be settled... i must be bold to face it and not allow fear to take over me... behind fear is pride... that's very true... i've experienced it and i've hacked it... this time round, the kind of fear is slightly different... i cant really say what it is, but its just fear of the kind of response from someone....
anyway, that's not what i was thinking of while i was bathing.. hahaa....
God is truly a good God cos He is always there for me... i must be a humble person so that He will not resist me...
seriously speaking.. i cant remember what i wanna say already.... hehe... i'm sorry about that...
i just want to say that God is a good God and i love Jesus who is my best friend and i honour the Holy Spirit who is my guide and my counsel....
QUOTE: Love God wholeheartedly and love people fervently. That's what the + is all about.
# posted by Sarah Loke @ 00:44 
